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The Fool

by June Lake

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Finding all the time habits Held on For the sake of time It's out of mind But i'm still in line I'll make the most of this Helping myself to a way out I'll dive into these Dreams of drinking past nine To better men, the one's who gave it away I feel it all the time And I'll carry it That weight never bothered me It was mine to gain It was mine to lose You were mine to lose, mine You were mine to lose, mine I hid in the hall with you Face to face A gorgeous mess out of control Slow down, speak up, I think I've been dreaming of tonight Only You can make me feel so alive Let's get out of here and lose control To better men, the one's who gave it away I feel it all the time And I'll carry it That weight never bothered me It was mine to gain It was mine to lose You were mine to lose, mine You were mine to lose, mine Maybe its a game But I can't seem to win Maybe its a game But I can't seem to win Only you can make me feel so alive So alive To better men, the one's who gave it away I feel it all the time And I'll carry it That weight never bothered me It was mine to gain It was mine to lose You were mine to lose, You were mine to lose You were mine to lose (mine)
2.
Part of love, a sigh A part of your life Welcome to the other side We've got everything you need Hide alone inside Call your love, your alibi Only you can go Our habits die so slow Before I say goodnight again for good You've got time for lies, to keep me down To bring me back to my knees Before I write it all off again Don't wanna be reminded of the rain I'm in love with yesterday I'm never gonna live it down Whenever I'm down Forever in sound Won't you come down here with me? Let's listen to the other side I tried, I tried, I tried To get it back
3.
Growing up feels hard All of a sudden One night turns to another So quickly, so surreal I am mourning the loss of me So early, a broken pinwheel The fireflies keep me in time Ooooo, I'll never run away Ooooo, I'll never run away from you You give me a reason To stick around, to stay true To keep my heart in tune Kicking and screaming "just give us one more beautiful fucking chorus" I felt too tired for this Pinned down with shame I've given up so much That now it's got me thinking again, living again I was always gonna get back up Back for one more round Dreams of you carry me down
4.
A Lot to Say 03:31
If there's two ways to say I don't care I'll tell you how In the here and the now Even our ghosts have their dreams Who am I to say its full circle now Open surprises Unspoken compromises Lost in the distance I created I'll lose myself yet again It doesn't end this way Yes I've still got a lot to say, oh Leave the words to dance and to play It doesn't end this way Life is life, cheers to another day, oh Tell me you won't ever let me go A season's tide Swept me away From yesterday Apologize for the mistakes I never made To say you'll never love again And never wanting for more Life is pulling on my sleeves To places i already know
5.
So it Goes 03:30
It's easier to pretend That you don't have a say Letting go was far from easy It just had to be clean No one could ever know just how it really felt To me To witness yourself as you were So it goes Falling out like an angry star So we go, on again And so, we glow, like neon angels I stole the night and drove through old love Moving on again to find use for my heart Romantic optimistic Pick up the pieces that never landed far from me or the truth I kept them all, tight and close I'll change them all, fuck it all
6.
You never mentioned you threw it away I never watched you phone it in so hard After all, it had to be this way You planned this too late I left a whirlwind of a past I feel again, the start of it all It's gripped me like thunder I'm bound to you To go back for you Am I everything to you Now I wonder I don't make time for myself I give it all to you I wanna stay a little while Explain away all my grandest mistakes Reach in fear, a reason's touch The one that came in like a funeral You can't explain It was always in front of us Like two rings of fire
7.
It's sinking in There's a cliff side on my bed I'm falling down And I'm caving in To the things that I can't control in my head I'm sitting here ignoring my phone I wish I wasn't feeling so damn low Cus everything I have, I'd give to you From a pebble to a stone My problems always seem to grow Cus everything i had, I gave to you I'm giving in There's a riptide in my head I'm pulled away And I'm dying to Wake up for a rising sun and love I'm sitting here ignoring my phone I wish I wasn't feeling so damn low Cus everything I have, I'd give to you From a pebble to a stone My problems always seem to grow Cus everything i had, I gave to you The dreamers alibi The reasons why Its plain to see I am lost For the first time But it'll be the last time It's cause and effect I'm sitting here ignoring my phone I wish I wasn't feeling so damn low Cus everything I have, I'd give to you From a pebble to a stone My problems always seem to grow Cus everything i had, I gave to you
8.
Why Do I? 04:32
From line to line I shift my stance I'm here to catch you I'm there to close the door Ask if everything is fine I think we should press play We need to run it back I missed the part Where I burned it all down Remind myself That I still had free will What's it gonna take To see I'm doing just fine, just fine I said I had it all, and I fucking meant it So why do I feel so stuck? Why do I feel so stuck Why do I A static angel Claiming it was all in good fun Break my fall with lavender sheets White noise to wrap us up tight You've got all of me now I never want to turn back
9.
Mayberry 03:14
I don't know what I'll find But it's you that I need Go ahead, take your time I can't believe As simple as a twisted knife You'll never get very far Careful of where you land A faded point of view I've been waiting For a love like her Love like Falling snow In a town I know From so long ago So long ago So long ago I don't think that I'll hide Cus it's you that believed Go ahead, take the climb I was so naive As simple as a way of life You'll always kiss every scar Careful, try to understand You made me feel new
10.
The Fool 04:40
I didn't want you to fake it all Or to break inside I've gotta say To every crashing ocean wave I'm the one to take There'll be troubles There'll be wolves But that won't stop my love for you I'd give it all, give it all to you It's what I'd do, it's all for you I'm falling in love again With the life that I lost No I can't stop And I won't stop I'm a fool on the run again Cast revive on myself please No I can't stop And I won't stop I didn't want you to blame yourself Or to feel that guilt I've gotta say To every unmade bed That's okay for today There'll be troubles There'll be wolves But that won't stop my love for you I'd give it all, give it all to you It's what I'd do, it's all for you

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After putting acoustic music to rest with my previous album, I decided it was time to venture into new sound territories and to try new things. I was used to loading up my mixes with tons of tracks, often resulting in a busy soundscape, and one that would do my music injustice to a certain extent. I was also used to using a lot more reverb on my vocals. I stepped out of my comfort zone in a lot of ways on this album, but it's resulted in my favorite I've ever made. I'm incredibly proud of this album, and hope you enjoy it.

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released September 29, 2023

Why Do I? features guest vocals from Kelsey Sweetman

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